Just happy

Tonight I write, and I am happy. Just happy. I have had so many wonderful things that have happened recently both in my personal life and in my work life. Simple choices, choosing a direction and just pressing forward. Each step is a step closer to a better tomorrow. I am happy with where I am going, and almost happy with who I am as a person. Few more things that I need to work on, but I see a future, and better yet a very happy future, where I smile and enjoy the little things.

it takes such a small change to make a difference, a choice, some kind words, lending a helping hand, even a smile. yesterday, the smell of freshly washed bedding made me smile. Today, I changed my voice mail message so it didn't sound... well so it didn't sound so depressing. LOL

I had a long talk with a friend, that also gave me hope for the future. I am letting the emotion come, and dealing with it when it comes, but for the most part, letting the bad go and holding on to every good moment. It feels good to smile, and I want to keep it up.

I feel the warmth and the happiness again. That means more to me, than anything else.

Passing thought

"Now the oak trees are swayin in the early autumn breeze the golden sun is shining on my face. Through the tangled thoughts I hear a mocking bird sing, This old world really ain't that bad a place."

No its not. It is so much better to remember all the laughs, the stolen kiss, the smile that says I understand, The tear that says "I may not be able to tell you right now, but I love you", non-verbal communication in all forms. I believe that if a picture is worth a thousand words, then a look, a smile, a touch, must be worth an entire library. Hurt will happen, tears will come, but with a simple act. A tear being wiped away, A smile, a hug, a kiss, a lick of the eye, a nibble of the hair. All the hurt and tears melt away, and your left disarmed, haveing no choice but to smile.

I will do my very best to look at all the good things in my life, now and in the future, all the happiness I have had... Is NOTHING compared to what I can make tomorrow be. There is not enough time to waste.

I send out these positive thoughts and energy into the universe, hoping they can help anyone who may need them. Know that there can be no dark without the light to cast those shadows. Remember that the best thing we have that fills the emptieness is each other, and though I do not know you, I love you, my brother, my sister, my friend, my neighbor on this planet.