So I have had a tough time "Getting in the spirit" this year. I didn't buy my tree, I didn't decorate my new house. I blamed it on my new job that has me traveling, but another big part of it is that this time of year has many things that had become tradition, and it just didn't feel right this year, so I had just decided not to do them. Things are just different, and it hits me every now and then just how different
I think spending a good portion of today on my own is exactly what I needed to do. To reflect, to just sit and be quiet. I did quiet a bit of cleaning, but now I am just here thinking, wondering what the future holds. what the new year will be like. I am not going to say that this is something that is a happy experience, but not sad either, just necessary. At least for now.
Labels: alone., christmas, different, odd, quiet