lot on my mind tonight, up late

So I am awake, not really tired, not really interested in going to sleep. seem to have alot of thoughts on my mind tonight. I wish that they were new thoughts. I wish that I didn't have to keep reliving some mistakes. Maybe if I learned the first time, I could not make them again.

Thought alot about being told "You always have to be right." The more I think about it the more I see that he is right, I guess I always have had to be. have to think about what that means, how it could change, or if it should change.

Not really looking forward to getting up and going to work tomarrow, but I guess thats part of the process. will game for a little while long, then will go to bed.