Emotion it always comes back to this

Its been a while Since I worte about the Softer side of things. Best way I can answer to myself as to why is that I have kinda been away for a while, not only phisically, but mentaly as well. I think that for me I get into this place where I just put all the not phisical stuff. The stuff that I cannot touch on hold until I get somthing else done. Usually its one of the things that I can touch, somthing that I can phisically relate to.

Lately its been hard to stop moving forward to write about things other than what I have been writing about. with work and the travel and having to get stuff done when I am home. It doesn't seem like there is any time for the more emotional stuff. the stuff that is more about how I feel instead of "what needs to get done".

I am seriously thinking about doing somthing fun on my own... see if it is even somthing I can do anymore, I like to tell my self that I am fine on my own, but when put in the situration... I always find someone else to hang out with. This is still somthing I think I need to put more thought into.