so I am still emotional this morning... wasn't sure how much till I got to work and read the messages people had sent me... it still amazes me how crewel some people can be and not even realize it. oh well, at least the morning has been put to good music. On the advice of a long time friend of mine Rich... http://rich.cyrek.net/ I ordered "the Event" by Tony Moran, and weather by design or coinadence, on the drive in I ran the full gammit of emotion listening to this music.. its been SOOO long since I have listened to a dance/trance cd... normally it is my own mix that NEVER flows like this. Listening to this I want to go out and dance, put my hands up and just forget about this world and all the uglieness in it. In Fact, I may try that "burn" club rich has been talking about, see if it offers a good place to get out and move.... its been to long I think.
there is literely to much going through my head right now to really put down in words, but I will say that there are times in my life that I really hate being right, there are times I hate that I have spent so much time learning how people operate. It has lead to so much pain in my life, and yet I choose to continue, choose to put myself out there instead of putting up a wall. In the long run, I think that this is prolly the better way.
yeah work... more later..
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