80 miles of HELL

went to chandler to pay storage... to say that it was a turamatic trip would be the understatement of the year. from the lady behind the counter giving me a hard time to another person there making rude coments, to almost getting killed on the way home, to every slow old person in the state clogging up traffic, I was more than just a little mad by the time I got back to work...

History in a dream

I had a dream last night.. it took place over about a year of my life. it was as if I was re-living the past, having the perspcetive of my life now... the same events, the same people. just now I could see from SUCH a different perspective. It was as if I was rideing around inside my own mind seeing everything that had happened. the dream ended with me standing at the end of a peer having a conversation with a friend that had come to visit me the conversation and place I remember. Then he stopped, mid sentance, looked at me and said. "don't you remember all of this?" and I woke up in a cold sweat. about 30 seconds later my alarm clock went off. Now sitting here at work I have flashes of the past right around that part of my life. What does it mean? is it to remind me of who I am? where I came from? is it so that I remember how thing used to be when looking at things in my life today? thought I should write this down so that I didn't forget.