emotional again..

seems like when I really get emotional I come here to express my feelings. I have been thinking alot and realized that I really don't have anyone to express my deepepest feelings to. noone that would take the time to try and understand me. someone who doesn't get unconfrotable when I talk about what is bothering me. I think that I am ready to start losing some of this extra weight I have been carrying around, maybe just being more active would make me feel better. I think tonight I am going to get some people together and go to fat tuesdays and have a few slushies... that should be fun.

more later I guess