I have a roomate to whom I can bare my soul and have him not
remember in the morning. At the moment it seems like a good thing...
Then the next day, it as though none of it ever happened, and it hurts.
So many things I am feeling tonight. I want to be able to express them
All in words, but unfortunatly, the words just arnt coming tonight.
What do I need? What do I want? How much time do I actually have to
achieve either. Tonight I feel alone, I know I am not, but it feels
that way.
The need to get away now fueled by the reasons that I didn't. I wish
there was an easy answer, I wish I could cry tonight. The tears also
will not come.
I wish the answer was eaiser.